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onsdag 31 mars 2021

How is it acceptable in today's society?


Multiply diagnoses !!

A new one for each attempt

No treatment no help

How is it even possible to ignore

Depriton, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, traumatized and paranoid

Self-inflicted behavior and suicidal tendencies

And still he gets no no support no help

How is it acceptable in today's society?

tisdag 30 mars 2021

Erase the pain!!

 


I beat myself  to escape!

My soul is wounded and damaged.

There is no joy no longing.

Only emptiness and loneliness.

I don't want to feel don't want to think.

Thoughts that refuse to stop emotions that never end

There is no end, there is no beginning

Just the growing anxiety and fear of losing you

So I hurt myself to erase the pain

But there is no escape no relief from this inner hell!!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!