The only way to survive was to shut down.
Alone in the dark crying and terrified
The constant anxiety, the panic, the pain
I had no choice no options.
I had to become a monster to survive
The only way to survive was to shut down.
Alone in the dark crying and terrified
The constant anxiety, the panic, the pain
I had no choice no options.
I had to become a monster to survive
The uncertainty the fear
The anxiety grows stronger
No answers empty words no guarantees
It gets worse, harder
The fear of not knowing what or when
The thoughts the nightmares are all too real
I'm scared!! I'm lonely and depressed
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...