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tisdag 12 december 2023

Monster


The only way to survive was to shut down.

Alone in the dark crying and terrified

The constant anxiety, the panic, the pain

I had no choice no options.

I had to become a monster to survive

I'm scared!!


The uncertainty the fear

The anxiety grows stronger

No answers empty words no guarantees

It gets worse, harder

The fear of not knowing what or when

The thoughts the nightmares are all too real

I'm scared!! I'm lonely and depressed

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!