So frustrated so lost so scared.
A step I physically cannot handle.
So many obstacles, so many thoughts
I try but I can't.
I stumble, I fall I scream I cry
An obstacle so great. So invincible so hard.
A tidal wave of emotions
All at once! the fear, the anxiety, the panic.
I am frustrated, lost and scared.
And I wish I could but I can't
I try to reach the surface
But there is no easy way out
No oxygen no air just darkness!!
The terrifying silence The emptiness the hopelessness and nothing more!
When the only thing left is to be or not to be!
All bridges are burned!!
That social network is like a dried up ocean!
friends are like fallen leaves
And long forgotten memories
Destroying and leaving everything has become a part of me
And there is nothing left for me but to be or not to be!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
