It's all the same to me!

It's just me!!

This is how it has always been

I can see no difference between pleasure and pain

Love and hate and everything in between.

So how am I supposed to feel

I don't even know the difference between anxiety, stress

It's all the same to me!

This is Who I've Always Been!

I don't even know if I'm awake or dreaming!

Is this my reality, my life or just a bad dream?

Am I depressed Am I suicidal?

This is me this is my life my reality

This is how it's always been,

I was born with depression and I will die with depression

It's a lifelong struggle but I'm still here fighting!

My childhood took it all

I don't live here and now

I'm stuck in the past

No solution, no way out!!

No life no future

All hope is gone there is nothing left

My childhood took it all

It destroyed me, crushed me

It took all my joy, my innocence

My opportunity to love or be loved

And most of all my will to live