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söndag 24 december 2023

They always come back


They always come back

Like ghosts from the past

Memories of a time that no longer exists

A fading story, a fairy tale, a dream

Of someone I used to know

A friend a lover they are all the same

Nothing remained the same

On that disastrous night, when everything fell apart

I crashed I burned something inside me died

I lost my trust my faith, all hope was gone

I always knew that one of us would die young.

You were my life you were my light

The best part of me died that fateful night

I faded away, and disappeared

Depression and anxiety took my life

Tick tick tick!!


Bad habits, bad addictions

Tick, tick, tick I need a fix

No reaction, no action

No end to this frustration

Bad thoughts, bad feelings

Tick, tick, tick I need kick

Head against the wall, shaking like a freak show

Emotional chaos my head is overheated

Bad habits. bad thoughts and bad feelings

I need to feed my addiction

Tick tick tick!!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!