It hurts to think
I don't want to feel
I don't want to scratch that surface
I don't want to open that door
I don't want to be here, I don't want to be there
It hurts it aches it never ends
It's always there like a creep in my head
The wounds are still fresh
My soul is broken, My heart is bleeding
I can't stop the tears from falling
It hurts!!
They always come back
Like ghosts from the past
Memories of a time that no longer exists
A fading story, a fairy tale, a dream
Of someone I used to know
A friend a lover they are all the same
Nothing remained the same
On that disastrous night, when everything fell apart
I crashed I burned something inside me died
I lost my trust my faith, all hope was gone
I always knew that one of us would die young.
You were my life you were my light
The best part of me died that fateful night
I faded away, and disappeared
Depression and anxiety took my life
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
