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onsdag 27 december 2023

Hell inside my head!!


When Reality Hits!!

You don't even have time to react.

Sleepless nights!

All those wasted years.

Alone is strong what a joke

I have never been weaker.

I sacrificed everything and everyone to survive!

Left everything and everyone behind

But look at me now and where it led me

I became everything I didn't want to be

I might as well have finished it all.

But refuses to give up refuses to die!

In a sick way, I've already killed myself

Social suicide, and isolation took my life away

It was the only way I knew to save myself

From this hell inside my head!!

I am so tired


A dark cell of uncertainty and fear

No destination, nowhere to go

Overthinking that drains me

I'm trapped in this hell hole

I keep sinking!! While I'm drinking

My head is spinning my heart is racing

Emotional overload I can't stop

My mind is going crazy,

I'm headed for a breakdown

A million thoughts at the speed of light

A curse of an overactive brain

I am so tired so drained no energy no strength

It literally drives me mentally insane

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!