How did I get here?
I'm sitting here all alone with tears in my eyes!
I still wonder why it all happened.
No warning everything went too far and too fast
I lost control I crash and burn
It struck without warning, no time to react!
Never realized where it was all going.
Before it was already too late.
It shattered my life. it only took one word
To destroy everything
So how the hell did I end up here?
When Reality Hits!!
You don't even have time to react.
Sleepless nights!
All those wasted years.
Alone is strong what a joke
I have never been weaker.
I sacrificed everything and everyone to survive!
Left everything and everyone behind
But look at me now and where it led me
I became everything I didn't want to be
I might as well have finished it all.
But refuses to give up refuses to die!
In a sick way, I've already killed myself
Social suicide, and isolation took my life away
It was the only way I knew to save myself
From this hell inside my head!!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
