Over and over again!!

Me against myself

I fight I break I beat myself up

My head is a mess

I'm a nervous wreck

It is an eternal struggle

I'm trying to fight to beat it

But this war inside my head is slowly killing me

It's just me against myself all over again

Like a broken record, everything repeats itself over and over again

Wounded by life

I ran from the violence

Into deathly silence

I choked on my own fear

I stopped breathing and hid in the dark

I locked myself in, closed all the doors

And now I can't find my way out

I'm lost inside my own fear

I am so emotionally damaged

I'm broken inside wounded by life

Afraid to live afraid to die