I hate everything I have become

Everything that scares me

Are such simple and obvious things

I'm afraid to live afraid to feel

I shut everything out, isolate myself, hurt myself

I scream, I cry, I bleed, I bang my head against the wall

So angry so disappointed in myself

I hate everything I have become

I am weak, lost, so exhausted, no energy, no will

So how the hell did I end up here?

Build a new foundation

 

I wish I could find a place deep inside myself

Where I can I feel safe and secure no anxiety no fear

Where I can pick up all the broken pieces

Restart from ground zero build a new foundation

Create a life with meaning and forget the physical and mental abuse

I just want to be free and live my life without fear and anxiety