Ill will, obsession
Bad desires dream of disaster
I see things I don't want to see
I feel things I don't want to feel
Bad thoughts are running wild
I need a fix and I need it now!
Ill will, obsession
Bad desires dream of disaster
I see things I don't want to see
I feel things I don't want to feel
Bad thoughts are running wild
I need a fix and I need it now!
Say hello to heaven
Because it's hell down here without you
I can still see you when I close my eyes
I've cried and screamed a million times
I have kept everything inside I drowned myself in sorrow
I couldn't deal with the emotions, life or anything at all
I tried to end it all for just a second of despair
I made a deal with the devil I crashed and burned
Suicide became my best friend
A lifetime of depression, anxiety and fear
An overdose of reality So please say hello to heaven from me
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...