Why am I still here?
Why do I keep torturing myself
I can't find joy in sadness
Dangerous thoughts run through me
All those words mean nothing to me
It's sad but true but this is my reality
My life is lost in a sea of sadness
So why am I still here alive and breathing
I have seen my future in my past
It is a frightening picture of reality
And everything I see is everything I left behind
I did not choose this life or to live this way
But circumstances and bad choices led me here
Now I walk a lonely road scared and lost and completely alone
I can't blame anyone else I'm the demon in myself
I'm lost here in my head all alone with the memories of all things to come
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
