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söndag 29 september 2024

Stay the fuck away from me!


I can't remember!

I don't know how it feels anymore.

There is no joy, no longing, no hope.

So emotionally empty so cold trapped inside

Haunted by memories so dark so terrifying.

Abused, exploited and used up

Thrown away and abandoned sexually exploited

So dirty so disgusting so useless!

I'm still that little boy I'm still there

I'm trapped I can't escape there's no way out

1,2,3, Will be the death of me!

I can't live with the memories of you

All the dirty little things you did to me are slowly killing me

50 fucking years of shame, pain, hate, anger

A lifetime of depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts

I'm dead inside but I'm still alive

You raped me exploited me you took everything from me

You sweet little sister and your dirty little lies

I hope you choke on your own sins! remember 1,2,3,

Remember the sick disgusting games you played with me

Remember all the sexual abuse Remember the games you made us play,

Please stay the fuck away from me!

I'm not okay!


I'm not right!

I'm not okay

There are so many broken things inside me

traumatized by my own thoughts

paralyzed incapacitated no control i'm losing it

There is no hope for the hopeless!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!