I know reality hurts but you could have saved me

Are you better off lying and denying!

You continue to pretend that nothing happened.

Just keeps shoving it down my throat!!. Every damn time you open your mouth

You say it can't be true!! It never happened!! That I'm lying!!

Open your damn eyes and see reality!

Look what this life has done to me

Understand that I was both raped, sexually abused, physically and mentally abused

I'm not the one living in denial! It's you!!

So emotionally cold apathetic and heartless!

So blinded by your own truth! You are well aware of everything!

You are such a fucking coward! you wouldn't even dare admit the truth

Because in your world you were always the victim

So blind and twisted in your sick little mind you closed your eyes and watched me die

One two three! I know you know it's all true!! I can't forgive or forget everything you did to me

I know reality hurts but you could have saved me

But instead you closed your eyes and threw me out

Karama is a bitch and now it's killing you

Stay the fuck away from me!

I can't remember!

I don't know how it feels anymore.

There is no joy, no longing, no hope.

So emotionally empty so cold trapped inside

Haunted by memories so dark so terrifying.

Abused, exploited and used up

Thrown away and abandoned sexually exploited

So dirty so disgusting so useless!

I'm still that little boy I'm still there

I'm trapped I can't escape there's no way out

1,2,3, Will be the death of me!

I can't live with the memories of you

All the dirty little things you did to me are slowly killing me

50 fucking years of shame, pain, hate, anger

A lifetime of depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts

I'm dead inside but I'm still alive

You raped me exploited me you took everything from me

You sweet little sister and your dirty little lies

I hope you choke on your own sins! remember 1,2,3,

Remember the sick disgusting games you played with me

Remember all the sexual abuse Remember the games you made us play,

Please stay the fuck away from me!