Do you have a conscience?
Do you even understand the consequences of your behavior
Do you understand that you are hurting others?
Do you understand what anxiety you are creating
By stealing and lying, deceiving to hide the truth
You do nothing but hurt everyone around you
You take advantage of every opportunity to take what is not yours
You do not care who you hurt, you even have some feelings
Or are you just a lying ass bitch
Once a liar always a liar
Nothing you say can change the truth
You turn everything around! excuse after excuse
If you believe your own lies, you are nothing but an idiot
So damn sick that you do not even understand that I see straight through you
I've heard everything before so stop lying
Stop trying to make me believe that you will do the right thing
I know you I know what you are A thief a liar
It takes over I lose control. I'm losing my grip!
I can not stop. I can not be still. A feeling so unreal.
So incomprehensible and frightening to oscillate between anxiety and madness.
To never know where or when it will strike again. A constant fear and an inner anxiety,
I can not control or deal with it only gets worse
The abyss only gets deeper and deeper.
The periods get longer the anxiety gets stronger.
It hits so hard and brutally that I can not breathe.
This is my life, my reality day in and day out
I never know when or where it will strike again
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
