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söndag 15 november 2020

He is alone in a room without security isolated and terrified!!


How can he get help?

When there is nowhere to turn

When no one listens or takes his words seriously

He is isolated and terrified he is afraid to eat afraid to sleep

he has no voice nowhere to turn for help

The social services ignore him minimizing and explain that it is not so

That what he feels is not true and that it is not so bad

And that it is better for him than to go home

To his safe place where he feels at home

How to ignore and not listen to a child who is suffering

He has autism he does not understand why he is there

Why no one listens why the world is such a scary place

He is alone in a room without security isolated and terrified

Damned if i do damned if i don't!!


You feel quite small and weak

When trying to stand up for a child's rights

When you have a whole system against you

Where they can do and say what they want without consequences

They can destroy slander crush families they have the right to do as they please

They do not care who or what they destroy

They literally do everything they want without remorse

If they have you in sight, run for your life, otherwise they will take it from you

Once they have decided that you are a problem

Then you are screwed forever !! It's not easy being the little one

When big brother does everything to diminish you

Damned if i do damned if i don't it does not matter what you do you always lose in the end

lördag 14 november 2020

So listen and learn !! Before you judge someone!!



You claim that I have isolated him

That I locked him in that I am terrified of the outside world

You say that I need care around the clock, you indirectly claim that I lack everything

You suggest that I am mentally incapable of even taking care of myself

You have turned my words against me without understanding what I was trying to say

You're made everything sound like I'm mentally insane

I have autism and I tried to explain the need for my own time

To recover process and sort everything. Everyone impresses all the new information

I do not think you understand how much energy everything takes

That you need time to process everything shuts out all external impressions to recharge

If you do not get your own time and rest for recovery

Then you crash and burn and the stress takes over and it does not slow down until everything is over

That's how it is to be autistic !! And you claim that it is isolation

There is a big difference between having a need for your own time to recover than being isolated

So before you judge someone with autism, take the time to educate yourself about autism

Do not assume that what you think and feel is the same as someone with autism

And even if you know an autistic person it don't mean that they all works in the same way

So listen and learn !! Before you judge someone

One more thing I can differentiate between him and me But can you understand the difference between being autistic or not being

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!