As he always said, it's not me who needs to learn, it's them!! Crash and burn that never learn!

They do not realize !!

That a physical assault and their constant threat

Was what triggered all the problems

What made him terrified and scared

Increased his anxiety and sterss

Made him crash and burn over and over again!!

They do not understand that they took everything from him

All his dream everything he wanted to do everything he wanted to become

They played the blame game and blamed everything on me

without even giving him a chance to express himself

As he always said, it's not me who needs to learn, it's them

He could not have more right !! So clear so easy to understand

It is sad that the lack of knowledge about autism in the social services

Destroy children and young people's lives because they do not learn and see the individual human being

Without just seeing all the faults and shortcomings that are a part of being and having autism

It's sad but true that they don't even understand what they have done

So where is anyone? where is the help?

The panic is growing !!

I do not know how or what to do

Who to talk to, where to turn

I get no answers, everyone gives different answers

It's an unsustainable situation where I have no control

I can not help him if I do not know how or where to turn

It is always the same where no one takes responsibility

Everyone refers to someone else and says they can do nothing

That it is not their job to decide who can help him

So where is anyone? where is the help when no one takes responsibility

It seems more that no one cares how serious the situation really is

The room that god forgot!

The shadows haunt me! I hear footsteps I see silhouettes.

They are chasing me, tormenting me, tearing my heart to pieces.

I hear his whispers his cries for help no one hears no one sees.

No one listens or understands. I feel his fear his anxiety.

So helpless so abandoned. I scream I cry but nothing relieves the pain.

So unbearable! A suffering that never ends. A room without life so empty and abandoned.

His room !! The room that god forgot!