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måndag 16 november 2020

Please take a moment to think before you say it is not visible!!


Just because it's not visible

Does not mean that it is not there

Just because he smiles does not mean he is well

A laugh does not mean that everything is okay

You can not see what is going on below the surface

To minimize a person's, with suicidal thoughts

Who is terrified and does not feel safe is just completely inzane

How many children will have to take their own lives

Because no one sees the signs before it's too late.

Please take a moment to think before you say it is not visible

I hope you understand that I do everything for you!!



I think about you all the time!

The magic I felt when we were still together.

Something that seemed too good to be true

I can not sleep or stop thinking about you

When I close my eyes, I still see pictures of you and me.

I know why I feel this way! I wish you were here

I know all too well you're not okay I wish I was there

I try to find the words to say explain how I feel

But my words are not enough! To show how I feel inside

I know you need me by your side more than ever.

I just wish I could hold you tight and say that everything will be fine

But I know very well that words are not enough

There are no words to describe the feeling!

An overwhelming feeling of not being there for you. when you need it most

I hope you understand that I do everything for you

You are my heart my soul my love my son! I love you!

Always and forever !!

The social services ignore his well-being this is not okay!!


I need to find a new way

I do not know how but I have to keep trying

I'm the only one fighting for him trying to get his voice heard

But every time you try, it's like talking to a wall

They never listen, they do not hear what I'm trying to say

They only hear what they want to hear !! They do not listen to listen

They only listen to answer and it leads nowhere

They have already judged me in advance. So what I take up is not taken seriously

But there must be a way, there must be someone who can give him a voice

Someone who listens takes his words seriously, someone who understands him

He needs to feel safe and understood this is not acceptable

That the social services ignore his well-being this is not okay

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!