Leta i den här bloggen

tisdag 17 november 2020

It is so clear to see that you will never understand autism!!


The only thing you ever did for him

Is to have taken piece by piece of him

For every failed attempt every new threat

you only succeeded in increasing his anxiety and fear

Each time, more of his dreams disappeared

Every time you prove to him that people can not be trusted

The further away he came from everything you took his will his trust

You crushed everything he was, you broke down his identity

Without giving him a chance to express himself

He has autism !! And if you do not understand

That his world is different from yours !! it is so clear to see that you will never understand

And it's sad to see! That you do not even understand or realize what you have done

And you're still playing the blame on the game

It was never me, it was always you

I wish the world was a better place!!

 


I wish it was visible !!

That everyone could see the chaos, all the anxiety, all the inner stress

I wish everyone would understand and accept what they do not understand

Having a hidden disability is not easy in today's world

Where everyone should be and function in the same way

Fit melt in follow a straight line be a copy bow and pray

I wish the world was a better place

Where everyone was accepted for who they are

But History repeats itself over and over again !!

It is frightening to see that humanity never learns

They can do exactly what they want without consequences!!


I'm scared!

I do not know what to do

There is really no one who can help him

Worst of all, he has no one to talk to

And that no one listens or takes his words seriously

He does not have the ability to express himself to bring out what he feels

He needs someone to help him communicate

Someone who makes his social secretary understand how serious the situation is

He needs someone to take care of his well-being

It's scary that what he says is ignored and swept under the rug

It's scary that they do not take responsibility and take his mental state seriously

It scares me that they ignore everything I say and tell

Even though a doctor has expressed his concern about the place where they placed him

As I have repeatedly pointed out to the social services

There really is no safety net and that scares me

How a social service does not benefit a child's welfare

And that they can do exactly what they want without consequences

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!