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tisdag 1 december 2020

Do you know what the definition of insanity is?


You keep saying you see a problem 

That it does not work that it is not good for him 

You say that you have tried several solutions and initiatives 

Which has never worked or given the result you want to see 

You are right in one thing !! It has never worked it will never work!!

It's so easy to see the pattern why !! If you only had eyes you would see it 

Then you would understand why! I have said time and time again 

Repeating the same thing over and over again leads nowhere 

To believe that something that has repeatedly failed will succeed in the end 

It's not just naive it's completely insane  

Do you know what the definition of insanity is? It is to repeat the same thing over and over again and expect a different result !!




Trapped in a system that doesn't work!!


So many questions so many?

Empty promises empty words. Where words stand against words

Where no one wants to take responsibility or listen and understand.

Trapped in a system that does not work.

He is thrown around from one to the other.

I just want to be able to get the opportunity.

To make you see things through his eyes

But you just keep ruining his life !!

Without even giving him a chance to speak and express himself




When will I ever have time to heal?


My eyes bleed my body shakes.    

They are chasing me the dreams are back.    

The shadows, fear the panic anxiety.   

The flashbacks all the emotions all the wounds!    

Over and over again year after year. 

Time a word without meaning Here time stands still !!   

Trapped in a nightmare that never ends! Tick, tick, tick this fucking ticking.   

A vicious circle so dark! A reality that no one can understand  

When will everything end! When will I get a chance to live love.    

To live a reasonably normal functioning life without anxiety and fear   

Now everything is torn apart again. same story just another fucking day    

One day left until reality shows it's disgusting stinking face again     

When will I ever have time to heal? when life does everything to crush me!   

One day left tick, tick! That fucking ticking inside my head never ends!!



RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!