I don't dream anymore !!
But waking up is worse than any nightmare
Anxiety so high the panic creeping under my skin
I try to escape but inside I break !!
I want to scream I want to cry but I can not
I'm trapped inside a living hell a nightmare that never ends
A lifetime of hidden emotions and silence!!
A lifetime of repressed tears and screams
A lifetime on the run from anxiety, fear !!
A pattern of self-destruction A life wasted!!
When it's over, the next one strikes
It never ends it never stops!!
I never manage to land on my feet
It never ends I'm stuck in a panic attack
I see no solution no way out!
I'm Lost and confused caught in a Mania
It's stuck in my brain I'm going insane!
There is no easy way out !!
I've said it before, I'll never say it again
I've had enough of your fucking lies
Why should I continue to suffer because of you?
Why should I be ashamed? Why should I forgive and forget.
I'm done trying I'm sick and tired of all your lying
I'm sick of you denying tired of your selective memories
I'm tired of all the bullshit and all your fucking lies !!
I'm just so sick and tired of everything about you!!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
