I'm like a garbage dump!
Forgotten and abandoned
Damaged from the beginning! Thrown away and thrown out.
I have been injured and beaten, exploited and raped
Physically and mentally abused. wounds that never heal
I've been through hell so many times
I do not even know how to live without anxiety and fear
I feel like a broken doll !! Dumped, wasted and torn into pieces!!
Your whole life's been hell Your childhood's been stolen Nothing is sacred, nothing is holy!!
Sitting here with tears in my eyes!
Wondering why, what happened. How did I end up here?
No warning everything went too fast I lost control.
I crash and burn i never learn! it came without warning.
I never realized where everything was going. Before it was too late.
I did not even have time to react before it was all over
I was just an innocent child broken by anxiety and fear
You took my life you crushed me you destroyed me forever
I never got a chance to live a normal life !!
I thought it would disappear!
That time would heal all my wounds.
But it still hits me in the chest like a sledgehammer!
The feeling of being crushed by a weight so painfully unbearable
One million volts straight through the heart! It feels like it's exploding.
It cuts like a razor blade straight through me
Everything turns black the air runs out !! Panic takes over
My best friend Anxiety is here I'm straight back to hell again!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
