I want to find a way back home !!
To the safe, secure place where I hid as a child
The place where no one could touch me or, hurt me.
The place where I was free alone and invulnerable
I want to go back to the safe, secure place!!
Far far away from this home sweet homicide !!
Pleas take me home so i can feel safe to live my life without fear and hate
A lifelong curse!
The hunt !! after answer, the truth
I chase shadows dreams of a life that will never be!
Why am I looking for something I've never had
An illusion of a perfect life where the sun shines and everything is fine
A dream of a life without anger and fear !!
Why did you promise heaven when all you gave was hell!!
Every day is a new page!
No yesterday no tomorrow.
It's just here and now. I may be depressed I may have anxiety.
I feel bad I'm completely exhausted I'm not alone and isolated.
I'm just tired and powerless. I know where I want to go and where I am going.
The road has been long and crooked. A fight against me myself & i!!
But I'm still standing !! I will never give up the fight !! i'm not going to give in
It's time to break free, burn the bridges! Set myself free and learn to live again
I may be a freak but I'm still me!!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
