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fredag 19 juni 2020

Self medicate!


Så enkelt att få allt att försvinna! Så enkelt att koppla bort stänga av. Så enkelt att dränka allt så enkelt att glida ner under ytan. Så enkelt att slipa all ångest all oro allt som ständigt jagar en. Så djävla enkelt att bara släppa kontrollen. Jag vet inte om jag ska skratta eller gråta. Sparka eller slår.  När allt blir så djävla enkelt om man bara släpper greppet! 
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