One Past No Present!

I'm running from my ghosts!

For far too long I have been trying to escape my past

I have drowned in tears, suffocated by screams.

Hidden my anxiety behind masks, characters

Danced with the devil in a game of life and death.

I have survived too many deadly encounters

Always on the run from reality, myself my own life

A life I can not avoid or escape! A past that always catches up

live here and now what does that even mean? There is nothing here and now!

I'm still running from my own demonson! Always on the run from my inner self!

1 past no present! there is nothing else..

No more tears no more anxiety!

Jag vill inte andas, Känna så här!  I do not want to breathe, Feel like this!

Jag vill att mitt hjärta ska sluta slå, förvandlas till sten.  I want my heart to stop beating, turning to stone

Jag vill inte känna känslor jag vill bara bli tom och kall.  I do not want to feel emotions I just want to be empty and cold.  

Jag vill inte tänka! jag vill inte ha några minnen inget förflutet!  I do not want to think! I do not want any memories no past! 

Jag vill bara bli fri från smärtan, lidandet mitt liv!   I just want to be free from the pain, the suffering my life!

Inga mer tårar inga mer ångest! Bara bli fri från allt! No more tears no more anxiety! Just be free from everything!