And that's my reality!

I'm trying to let go

But my brain is playing a game

A game I can not win it takes control

I lose time and space trapped in a nightmare

Which never ends chased by my own demons

On the inside, I live in my past hunted and confused

I struggle to survive in order to continue

Every day every night I fight my inner self

The demons nightmares that are here

They live inside my mind, they consume me

Breaking my will breaks my heart

I can not let go of my mind is me

And that's my reality!

A dying man's prayer!

Bleeding eyes tears that never end

Silent screams dying dreams

no sleep no rest just anxiety and fear

The pain on the inside is slowly taking my life

I die a little bit more day by day

My life is a mess I am getting more and more apathetic

A dying man's prayer let me sleep forever and ever