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lördag 7 november 2020

I'm just one of millions of others who struggle day in and day out!!


To be invisible not to be seen.

The feeling of constantly being stigmatized and misjudged

The creeping discomfort of abandonment.

The feeling of constantly being branded misjudged and declared an idiot.

The feeling of hopelessness that constantly haunts me.

The constant feeling that nothing they say is true

I have heard so many different answers to the same problem

And each time it leads to a new disease

I get confused it hurts to hear all the hurtful words

Deep down, I know that nothing is true, I am not a disease

All problems all diagnoses fall back to my autism

It is sad but true that the lack of knowledge destroys human lives

I'm just one of millions of others who struggle day in and day out

fredag 6 november 2020

The truth may hurt, but lies do more harm than good!!


Day in and day out

Just waiting for response information

Days have become weeks still nothing

Not knowing creates unnecessary anxiety

Which is the last thing I need

It just creates more stress more over thinking

I just lose more trust in everything and everyone

I do not understand why people say things they do not mean

What is the meaning of white lies Do not understand

A lie is a lie whether it is white or not

Why say something you do not mean.

I do not want to hear do not need to hear lies

So why can't people just be honest

The truth may hurt, but lies do more harm than good

Even if it's just a little white lie, it hurts

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!