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måndag 7 juni 2021

One foot in front of the other


One foot in front of the other!

One thing at a time a dream a wish.

It grows I am nowhere nothing that calms nothing that stimulates.

Concentration, breathing focused.Dammmmmmmm!

Everything I can not !! everything that never works!

How difficult it can be to take one step at a time one day at a time

One foot in front of the other so simple yet so difficult so impossible to handle 

The consequence of a brain that never rests


No relief no recovery !!

I can not find peace of mind

Drained on fuel no energy

Can barely stand up straight

Overthinking overheated so tired

Physically and mentally overwhelmed

So sick and tired of my own mind

It drains me empties me gives me no peace no rest 

It is the consequence of a brain that never rests

My own worst enemy is me myself and i !!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!