Bang bang in my head!
It never ends It never stops!
When it's over, the next one strikes!
Even harder than the last one
I never manage to land on my feet
It strikes without warning
From all directions at once.
It never ends I'm stuck in a panic attack
I see no solution no way out!
Lost and confused Trapped in a mania
stuck in my brain going insane!
My head is wrecked I think I'm going crazy
Bang bang in my head i'm losing my mind once again!
It's been a day!
Do not remember why
It became a part of me
It kind of took over
Became a way to handle
A daily battle against me
My overthinking mind!
It has been forever!
Do not know how to break
Or change the addiction
On this roller coaster ride
I'm stuck in patterns
A path to self-destruction
I know i have to change!
Break my habits restart
Just a little thing something!
Whatever it takes to get started
So easy to say and so hard to do
One step at a time a cliché
How to even get ahead
if you always insist on repeating
I take one step forward and two steps back.
It's tough to get through life like that
But somewhere you have to start
One day at a time!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
