Why is it not okay to be different?

So tired of everything!

Trapped in a spiral of constant anxiety and worry.

So tired of people !! Who refuses to listen or understand

Physically and mentally drained. So empty and exhausted

I see no beginning there is no end.

I'm stuck in a life that leads me nowhere.

Where no one listens or tries to understand

So sick and tired of everyone's ignorance

Why should I adapt to something that only creates more anxiety

More stress that makes me constantly break down

Why should I be forced into environments situations places

Why is it not okay for me to be who I am

I'm so fucking tired of the lack of understanding

Tired of trying to make others understand me

Tired of adapting myself trying to fit into something I do not understand

Why is it not okay to be different?

life with asperger's You aggravate everything!!

Do not talk over my head

Do not ignore my feelings, my thoughts

Do not say that I am and have something I do not have

Do not try to explain something I already know and understand

Do not squeeze your shit down my throat

I have no fucking social phobia so do not even try

I have an extreme need of my own time to recover

Reload process all all emotions all thoughts all impressions

I'm autistic no fucking idiot. So do not treat me like one!!

I know what I need I know what is wrong. I need to shut down get rest recovery calm

But you continue to pressure me to create more anxiety more stress

You do not help you aggravate everything without even trying to understand me!

You're ruining my life without even realizing you're wrong!

So do not talk over my head I know who I am and what I am

All hope is gone!

I do not know anymore!

I have lost faith in everything and everyone

My will, my strength to continue is not there

Everything is gone there is no spark left

I'm burned out my life is ruined everything is over

There is no way back I have nothing left to give

I really do not know if I can take it anymore

I can not even remember when I last had a life

A life without stress anxiety and fear

To live like this is not to live But all hope is gone!