Is it really too much to ask for understanding and acceptance!!

I just want to wake up. without a fake smile.

I just want to have a single day without stress worry and anxiety

Just a day a minute an hour give just a little peace some space.

Give me time to process everything give me time to adjust I get used to it.

Let me breathe get structure Give me peace of mind to recover

Give me a day a minute an hour just a day.

Give me an opportunity to have a life without constant worry and anxiety

Is it really too much to ask for understanding and acceptance

I may not fit into the norm of what is considered normal

But I'm still a living being just like anyone else

I just want to wake up to a world where everyone is accepted for who they are

So many unanswered questions!!

So many questions so many ?

Empty promises empty words. Words against words.

Where no one wants to take responsibility

Where no one listens or understands.

Trapped in a system that does not work.

Tossed from one to the other

I just want to be able to control my own life.

But I'm just a piece of paper that is sent here and there

Where no one even seems to care that I'm even real

Are we all just a piece of paper in the eyes of others

Are we all just slaves under the structure of a society

Where the strong eat, the weak.

So many unanswered questions

I'm just one of millions of others who struggle day in and day out!!

To be invisible not to be seen.

The feeling of constantly being stigmatized and misjudged

The creeping discomfort of abandonment.

The feeling of constantly being branded misjudged and declared an idiot.

The feeling of hopelessness that constantly haunts me.

The constant feeling that nothing they say is true

I have heard so many different answers to the same problem

And each time it leads to a new disease

I get confused it hurts to hear all the hurtful words

Deep down, I know that nothing is true, I am not a disease

All problems all diagnoses fall back to my autism

It is sad but true that the lack of knowledge destroys human lives

I'm just one of millions of others who struggle day in and day out