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onsdag 18 november 2020

Where has honesty gone? How can you lie?


What the hell is wrong with people!

There is no honesty among them, no compassion

How can they say that can affect or do anything

That it is the social services that decide

I believed that all human beings have a duty to protect a child from harm

How fucking stupid can you be if you see a child suffer

Day in and day out and claiming that you can do nothing

Where has honesty gone? How can you lie?

When you all know he's not feeling well, he is suicidal

And he just wants to come home! Which is his right

You deny him his freedom and claim that he is there of his own free will

And still you say you do not know but I have said it a thousand times before

So why the hell are you not listening !! But I guess I already know

That you do everything to keep him away from me

Without even taking into account that he just breaks more and more

So where is humanity when the social services can do as they please

I can only pray to God that he will survive this hell!!


The fear of the unknown !!

Not knowing or understanding why

Being forced with intimidation tactics and threats

Without even knowing why he has to be moved

Not understanding why it's not okay to be him

Why they say he needs to learn something he already knows

He can already cook, clean and take care of most things himself

There was never any problem before the physical assault.

Everything turned around and collapsed, then the threats began

Which only aggravated an already bad situvatin

Where his stress and anxiety made the fear grow stronger

They never listened, they never understood what damage they inflicted

I can only pray to God that he will survive this hell!! they forced him to because of constant threats

tisdag 17 november 2020

I know how terrified and anxious he is!!


It would be nice to sleep for a while

Let the anxiety and stress stop for a second

It would be nice to know that he is safe and well

But it is only a dream a wish there is no rest

There is nothing that calms the inner anxiety

When I know how terrified and anxious he is

This is a parent's worst nightmare !!

Not being able to protect one's own child, not even being able to be there

Not being able to calm down gives security and love when it is needed most

I'm dying inside !! But I can 't give up. I'm the only one he has

Who is constantly fighting for him

It is not easy to fight alone against an army! But I'm not going to lie down and give up

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!