I hate you more than ever
I hate how you try to touch me, how you try to exploit me
I want you to look into my eyes and see my hatred for you.
I want you to open your heart and understand !!
That for every breath I take I hate you more
I never learned how to live or love !!
I learned from the beginning that love and hate go hand in hand !!
That's how I grew up, that's how I was raised
So remember everything you did not do for me !!
A lifetime wasted on hatred is all i ever got from you!!
I may not talk but I'm here !!
I waste every second every moment
I hear the same thing over and over again I hate you !!
I love how you always break me down I love how you keep hurting me
I love how you feed my hatred I love how you take advantage of my weaknesses
In some sick way I miss your evil ways
You are the disease that grows under my skin and in my head
I do not remember the last time I felt anything at all
Trapped tears isolated screams! Self tormenting thoughts
Haunting memories !! anxiety-provoking flashbacks
Which Feeds my self destructive behavior.
I'm a magnet for destruction !! I'm heading for a disaster
I'm addicted to my own suffering. I'm my own worst enemy!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
