I'm my own worst enemy!

I think I'm addicted to pain!

I do not remember the last time I felt anything at all

Trapped tears isolated screams! Self tormenting thoughts

Haunting memories !! anxiety-provoking flashbacks

Which Feeds my self destructive behavior.

I'm a magnet for destruction !! I'm heading for a disaster

I'm addicted to my own suffering. I'm my own worst enemy!