A step I physically or mentally can't take!!

I'm trying but I can't do it

So many thoughts Too many emotions.

Too many memories Too many obstacles !!

Walls too high to get past So invincible so scary

All the years of fear. anxiety and panic.

Just seeing them hearing their voices triggers everything.

A surge of emotion explodes. All at once

So frustrated so lost so scared. I want to but don't dare

So impossible so scary !! A step I physically or mentally can't take!!!