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lördag 11 april 2020

I'm half the man i used to be!


Första staplande steget! Morgon igen benen skakar bristande balans. En tom och utmatat kropp ögon som inte ser. Ett huvud som dundrar och far. Ingen balans ingen koordination. Så tömd och dränerad ingen ork eller energi. Varje staplande steg varje andetag tömmer mig. Så fysiskt svag misshandlad och ner bruten. En kropp som inte längre bär. Det här är inte jag inte den jag var inte den jag vill vara.  I'm half the man i used to be!
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