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måndag 7 september 2020

I just do not want to be!!


Sometimes i don't want to be!

I lock the door and hide away

Deep Inside my own prison cell

I spread my own disease

I'm stuck between 4 walls

Caught In My Own Little Hell

It awakens my fear of all the nightmares

It gives birth to my pain and anxiety

The ghosts of my past are chasing me

They're consuming me destroying me

I just do not want to be me anymore !!

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