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fredag 31 juli 2020

I mörkret sluter jag mig samman


Jag stänger alla dörrar Jag släcker alla ljus. I mörkret sluter jag mig samman. Som ett barn skriker jag, Som ett barn gråter jag. Som ett barn stänger jag ut allt.  Jag kliver sakta tillbaks in i garderoben. Jag stänger alla dörrar släcker all ljus. Låser in alla rädslor all tårar Jag gråter jag skriker jag dunkar och slår. I tystnad där ingen hör eller ser. Fångad och instängd i en garderob.
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