When one thought leads to another
When a chain reaction triggers everything
Everything comes back at once, all emotions, all memories
An explosion of flashbacks where everything is repeated again
Too much too fast !! I do not even have time for my own feelings
I just want to scream, cry let go of everything !! but I can not
It's been a part of me for far too long
But I had to shut down all emotions to survive
That it has become impossible for me to open up
As soon as someone approaches get too close
I shut down the switch and become the person I created
All just to avoid the fear of not being able to deal with everything that bubbles under the surface
So scared of the last piece of the puzzle that is the only thing that can make the nightmares end
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