Half a year has passed!
A painful process. A worry that never lets go a constant anxiety and inner fear
Thoughts and feelings that never subside. So many ?
No answers just an icy silence. So unbearably painful not to know.
Not being a part of everything !! Not being able to be there for him
The feeling of hopelessness a lost battle. A lack of trust and faith.
The screams have silence the echoes have subsided but the shadows remain
I still hear him scream for help I still see him here
The pain and the fear the panic and the anxiety! Constantly lying there bubbling beneath the surface.
Where every breath every movement every sound. Can trigger a chain reaction.
An emotional explosion that hits so hard and brutally.
Where everything comes at once a million thoughts a million emotions.
Cannot filter or process. Just chaos and more chaos!
A surge of emotions all at once.
Half a year of eternal nightmares that never end!
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